it is true. i have had a BAD week…but i have a family who believes in me. a boy who loves me. friends who i can laugh and cry and talk life with. people at work who care about me and want to see me do good. and the sun is shining….there is ALWAYS something good.
i spend so much time worrying about disappointing people, hoping to please people, and terrified that the people i love will see the things inside me that i cant stand- that i’ve realised this prevents me from truly knowing who i am, and who i want to be. i hide alot of who i am in fear, and then i wonder- who really knows me? not even i really know who lauren lucas is….time for some silence and solitude to work it out.
addicted!
“theres gunna be some midget madness tonight!”
chicka de china the chinese chicken, you have a drumstick and ur brain starts tickin!”
“im not sure where i get this drunken desire to be naked from…”
“i can feel it not..that lil ching chang ringing thru my ears. beautiful…feel the melody”
HAHA- even all the way over the other side of the world, this girl can put a smile on my dial. hilarious leeshy.
missing this right now!
city lights :)
"Worry about your character not your reputation - your character is who you are, your reputation is who people think you are."
— (via eletheowl)
taken by my beautiful friend emily on her iphone (secretly stole off her facebook) i miss her and her lovely face, gentle spirit and loving heart…i really really miss her, and our precious yits moments.
switzerland is breathtakingly beautiful…i was beyond amazed at its serenity!
IF I WERE IN YOUR SHOES- YOU ME AT SIX
getting excited to see them live!!
"Curvy women are real women. Skinny women are real women. Women who have had boob jobs or lip enhancements or liposuction are still real women. Size 0 may make no sense mathematically, but a woman who wears that size is as real as the one who wears a size 16. What makes us “real” people is not the shape of our flesh but our basic humanity. And we lose our humanity when we judge – not when we lose weight, gain weight, or make the intensely personal decision to undergo cosmetic surgery."
— -Hugo Schwyzer
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